I Know

I just want to say, I know. I know that you hurt. I know that you long for a love that will never fail. I know that there have been many times you’ve felt that no one was there for you. I know that you have lost loved ones. I know that you have been hurt in relationships. I know that at times you have just wanted to give your life up for good. I know that you are searching for something, but you don’t have a clue what it is. I know that you feel a deep void in your life, longing to be filled. I want you to know that I believe you were once filled with joy. I want you to know that at one point in your life, you knew what love felt like. I want you to know that I know what it is like to love someone, but be completely ignored. I want you to know that I have also lost loved ones. I want you to know that my heart has been grieved in relationships. I want you to know that I have given up a life, for good. I want you to know that what you’re searching for can be found and that the clues are everywhere. I want you to know that I have felt that void in my life many times. I want you to know that you can be filled with overwhelming joy again. I want you to know that I LOVE YOU. You have never been forgotten. I will comfort you whenever you feel that the world has let you down. I will ALWAYS be here for you. I have tried to get people to notice me for years and just because they didn’t notice me it does not mean I have forgotten them. Every person I have ever met is still in my heart. I long for them all to be happy. I yearn for each one to be apart of this beautiful and amazing life. I have been waiting here for a very long time just for a chance to hold and comfort your broken heart, your searching soul, your desperate spirit. Just hear my words. I LOVE YOU. I will NEVER leave you or forsake you. You will never leave my sight, EVER. When you lost loved ones remember that I wept. I have been ever present throughout your struggles. I have been calling out to you. The life I gave up was that of my own son. Imagine having a beautiful child, raising this child, seeing this child through the ups and downs. Then imagine watching that child nailed to a cross in front of your eyes. I did this for you. Can you imagine what my heart felt like at that moment? So much pain, and yet so much joy at the same time. It was the biggest burden you could possibly imagine being lifted. When you look up to the cross and realize what I’ve done for you, just think, the only thing you have to do is say; “ I’m here”, “ I’m sorry”, “I’m ready to be held”. Just know that at that very moment I will be there. All of the burdens will be lifted and you will realize once and for all that you have always been loved. I am here for you……..forever.